So
sometimes members give us money to buy lunch on the street instead of making us
home baked meals, which is exactly what happened on Saturday. We had just
finished a once-a-month conference with our mission president and his wife, and
decided to go to our favorite restaurant in the downtown. After I finished
eating, I realized I couldn't breathe very well, but for some reason just
thought it was normal and it would pass. There we are, me and my Brazilian and
Argentinian companions, waiting for the bus to arrive, when I seriously cannot
breathe. I bend over and start hyperventilating and crying and try to walk.
Make it about 10 steps and then can't move much farther--I bend over again and
my heart hurts so bad and my stomach is on fire and I am gasping for air and
can't get it to my lungs. People are starting to gather and my companions start
splashing water on me and sit me down in my skirt in the middle of everyone.
I'm hysterical by this point--my hands are completely numb and disfigured and
my face is starting to numb as well. Apparently I was swollen and red. Still
sucking air, I start to weave in and out of consciousness. I hear Sister Lopez
somewhere yelling into a telephone and then the Elders are there and Sister
Monteiro. She starts shoving stuff down my throat and the one elder who can
speak english keeps saying: I need you to focus, I need you to stay awake,
keep your eyes open, look at me. They lay me down on a bench and he puts his
hands on my head and gives me a blessing.
It was
an interesting moment for me, because I remember feeling stillness in my body.
I couldn't breathe, but inside of me for some reason I felt calm.
Right
then Sister Monteiro grabbed some medicine from her purse that she randomly had
and starting giving it to me and forcing me to swallow. (I felt like a 2 year
old. NOOO MOOMMMMM DON'T MAKE ME EAT MY VEGATABLESSSS!!!!) The car arrived to
take me to the hospital and they dragged me across the rest of the terminal. I
suddenly had a brilliant idea and was able to say in a tiny raspy voice:
Sing.......Come, comee.......ye saints......please......
They
all started in, belting ``Come, come Ye Saints`` and I truly couldn't help but
smile, so smile I did:)
They
took me to the hospital and brought out a wheelchair, to which I said: Oh my
gawsh, fancy!! Never before in my life!!!`` I decided that if I was going to
die, I was going to be the girl in the wheelchair cracking jokes before she
croacked...
They
stuck a needle in my arm for 15 minutes and a needle in my butt, (there were a
lot of jokes for that one,) and drugged me up really really good. I was in a
tiny little room in the middle of Brazil with a bunch of other people, needle
in my butt, needle in my arm, finally can move my hands, and I just wanted to
take a picture. So I did!! (I'm smiling in these pictures because by this
point, I was super thrilled to be able to breathe.)
If
Sister Monteiro wouldn't have been in Ponta Grossa that day, with THAT
medicine, I would have died. I have a testimony that the Lord is over this work
and that He watches out for His missionaries. I also say ``quasi morri`` often
in Portuguese because it means ``I almost died`` and I think it's funny to say
when I trip. Which is a lot of times in one day. But really, I almost died!!
What a day.
They
took me back to my apartment and decided I couldn't stay there one second
longer, so I've been emergency transferred, once again, to Curitiba. I had 20
minutes, once again, to pack my bags. I was so drugged and tired. President
Monteiro pulled me aside because on Sunday, we baptized my first family here.
Oh, a beautiful family and oh, I love them. I wanted to stay for it. He told me
that I was important in the conversion of the Pineira family, and they could be
my family still, and that he was asking me to please leave Ponta Grossa right
now because it was the best thing for my health.
So, I
missed my first family baptized. But, they were baptized and that's what's most
important. I may have shed a few tears over this, but tudo bem:)
I can't
eat without having a hard time breathing now and we're not sure what's wrong
but I'm a little discouraged because it was a very close call. I was informed
this morning there is a good chance I get sent home. A little bit of a rough
break, you know? I want to stay here.
The
good news is that this week, I raced the boys in the family we're teaching and
absolutely destroyed them. And the other good news this week I finally learned
how to say ``bowl`` in Portuguese. And the best news of all is that a family I
love very much was baptized this week:):) I'm a happy camper. I'm really
grateful to be alive. You know?
I love
this work so much. I want to do it and I don't know if I get to anymore, but
for heavens sake I will anyways wherever I am. I have such a testimony of the
love that the Lord has for His children. I have such a testimony of His
involvement in our lives. I know that the Atonement is real and that it works
and sometimes hard things happen so we can learn. How great it is to have
opportunities to learn:)
All my
love!!
Sister
Brooks